Fuck you. You left me because I’m not like you. Cause I’m more whiter than you. IM MIXED TOO. I CRIED AT NIGHT BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS MY OWN FUCKING FAULT. PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

i wish you didnt hesitate to say "i love you back." i wish you told me the truth that you were seeing him. i introduced you to my parents. they loved you. we made plans. we dreamt together of buying our own house and having kids and traveling the world. you promised me and i believed you. i wish i didnt. a part of me wishes you dont read this because id be too embarrassed but a part of me wishes you would so you can see how much you broke me. i listen to our song and cry until the sun rises and then go back to sleep until night because i know how much you love the sun. how many times i said "stay, please" yet you never did. all the times you blamed it on me. i wished i didnt believe that. i wished that we couldve been something better. i loved you so much. i still do. but youre with him now.

my confessions to you got purged in the update ;| guess it's fitting since you won't see this anyway