i deserved more than your worst. i gave you my best and then you made me feel like that wasn’t enough.stop trying to find ways to manipulate the image i have of you in my mind. please just let yourself be Actually alone for a bit. not like in solitude but without someone to reflect all your problems onto. you can’t just keep leaving people and then having another girl as back up to avoid the pain of separation. you don’t even know who you are. nobody does because you change around every person. you destroyed me and every time i feel healed, you find a way to cut back open the wound.