Unsent Messages

honestly, yes it’s my fault i didn’t have any respect for myself. it’s my fault you led me on for a year now. i’m always apologizing for your mistakes, doesn’t that say a lot about yourself? you always make me feel horrible about myself saying how i never take the blame for my mistakes, but in reality; it’s you. you are the one who can’t take responsibility or clean up your actions. all this time i’ve looked past everything you’ve done and i’ve tried to see the best in you, but everyone finally made me realize, you just don’t care about anyone except for yourself. you really made me feel so shitty about myself for so fucking long, but it was just all your own anger and insecurities that you were taking out on me. i forgave you way too many times and gave you way too many chances. i stayed around for so long, not because i didn’t respect myself, but because i really had hope that we were gonna work out, and you really can’t blame me for thinking that. i hope you sleep well with her tonight and she brings you all the happiness i couldn’t. i’m sorry