179-186) I have a feeling that message was from you more than ever now. I’m glad you’re no longer in love with me if it was you but I’m still I mean I still have love for you I don’t think I’m in love anymore but I still love you and check up on you every now and then. Also merry Christmas Eve eve I wish I don’t know what I wish I just miss you. It’s only some times I catch myself thinking about you and realising. I just want you to be happy but I also want me to be happy. I love you bubba and you’ll always be bubba to me no matter if you call someone else baba. Bubba is your name okay