he like seems so perfect litteraly bro like idk how to explain how i felt for this kid like man he made me smile when he would get in trouble i like his laugh smile attitude towards things and how he doesn’t give up easily with his grades and how he didn’t give up on layla and tried until they dated and i watched him fall for her every single day at school i would watch him go up to layla and her ignoring him and going with her friends and i was like dam he deserves the whole world and he made me laugh and smile a lot. he also made me lose myself he fucked me up i never cried over a boy and if i did i imagined myself at the age of 16 not 13 over him and i prayed to god to keep him safe and make him happy with whoever he ends up with even if it’s not me and i wish him the best i wish him a better life than me if i’m being honest.
him is u j :/