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i cant see myself with anybody else, it wouldn’t feel right. i just want you. i would drop everything just to have you back. i could just stare at you for hours, doing nothing, and i would still be happy. it hurts different when you lose someone you thought you’d spend your entire life with. it hurts the most when i realized you weren’t coming back. i would give anything to hold you in my arms and kiss you one more time. you are my everything and i know you don’t love me in that way anymore but i don’t think i could ever stop loving you in that way. all i can do is think about you. you, out of everyone on earth... made me fall in love with you. today was the day when we had our first kiss. i will never forget how i felt. the first thing i did was text my mom about it. i knew right then i would love you because i’ve never felt like that before. i wish you gave us another chance. i wish i could’ve made you stay in love with me forever. i just wanted you to be my forever. and now you’re not mine at all. you’ve hurt me so much. but knowing how you feel is what hurts the most. i don’t understand how you promised you would love me forever and then you just stopped. i don’t want to live without you. you are my sunshine. i wake up thinking about you. i go to school thinking about you. i do homework thinking about you. i go to bed thinking about you. i always think about you 24/7 no matter what time of day it is. you’re always, just somehow, in my mind all the time. you are the only boy who has ever made me feel so safe and so loved. i feel so empty without you and i know i will never be complete. you have made me so happy and i don’t want that to change. i want to kiss you and cuddle and tell you how much i love you and you don’t feel the same. please what did i do wrong. i tried to love you with what i had but maybe i was too broken and you stopped loving me for that.