I didn’t love you in the way most here did. I loved you as a friend, and it hurt me every time you told me you were leaving me behind, but i had to smile and laugh it off. I knew eventually the day would come when you were gone from this world, i just couldn’t bear to think it. This is in black because although some people have connotations of violence with it, it always felt so peaceful to me, and i know it did to you You’re valid Alex. Ellie is dead.