From: ABC
To: anish
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:36 am
It sucks that youre my first love. You're the only guy I feel comfortable with. I guess it is because familiarity is comfortable. I don't think I'll ever love the way I loved you. We haven't talked in like 8 months and you've crossed my mind every single day since that last phone call. I miss you. I wish we could hang out and things would be back to normal again. Back to how it was before all of this pain. I subconsciously look for you in every guy, whether that be a hookup or someone I actually like. My mind somehow always leads me back to you. Just know that just because I am not reaching out does not mean I don't care. I still think about you. I still care and love you. I really hope you don't ruin yourself in college. I am sending you the longest hug possible. Good night.