The fact that I have to find closure in songs instead of getting a proper apology for what you've done sickens me. You can't leverage my constant guilt against me to get what you want from me. The fact that you hate me for telling you what you've done to me. The way you stormed out of my life enraged because you can't handle what you've done to others. You're a monster. The way I have to try to find myself again because you tore me apart. I reread your messages all the time and wonder if you do the same. I hate you. I hate you I hate you. So why can't I get some goddamn closure from you, even after everything?