Unsent Messages

You need to stop feeling sorry for yourself. I know that’s harsh but you know what I’m like luke. You need to pick yourself up qnd get on with it no one else is going to tell you like I will okay? I do miss you but I know it’s not good for me and I’m really struggling and I’m not moving forward. I want it to be like if we saw each other we’d be calm having a conversation which I know it will be but I can’t have this thing between us saying I love you still because it hurts both of us and you need to understand it’s not good luke. I’ve said spill what you need but you need to stop telling yourself you love me because it’s not helping you. You’ve got so much going for you luke and I have never felt so proud of someone before in my life. But you need to prove to yourself and not anyone else that you can do it. I know people don’t say that stuff to you often so that’s why I wanted to tell you. It’s going to be okay. I promise you can just hang in there a little longer and find joy in little things again. I belive in you lukey. I hope you understand