i don't think i'll ever stop loving you. i hope you can realize that not everyone hates you and you are lovable. you deserve to be happy. you deserved me. i wish you could have seen that. sometimes i wonder if the insecurity wasnt part of it would things have been different, but i try not to think about it too hard. i dont understand how you can leave me on opened and seen and not text. it makes me feel pathetic. i'm not, im just caring. but still. i hope youre doing okay. i really fucking love you. like. a lot. like it hurts how much i love you. i love you a shit ton. dont leave me like this