Unsent Messages

It's a weird feeling. Falling for someone new. Falling for you has been so much fun. But...It's incredibly scary because I know it won't last you will get bored of me like my ex did. Give it 2 months and you'll be sick of me. You say you won't leave but that's what everyone says. We lie and hope that, that lie will become the truth even though we both know that can't happen. I know this is a part of growing up but does it really have to hurt this bad? It's weird because I can recite this whole feeling happening with my ex and I just don't want to do it again. But I do want to fall for you and I do want to build a life with you but I just can't put myself through another heartbreak. Because when my heart breaks its truly shatters. And the more people that break it the more I wont be able to fix these shards. The more refined the pieces become end up becoming dust. That get's swept up and thrown in the bin. And then I'll truly never be able to recover. So I beg of you, please don't break my heart.