From: ABC
To: Iza
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:35 pm
are we falling out? are we drifting apart? sometimes it feels like nothing’s changed, but sometimes it feels like you’re just pushing me aside in favour of megan. talking late at night about masked balls and fictional characters used to be our thing, now i’m lying awake alone and you’re texting her. we spent a whole night at a sleepover talking about fire emblem, and the very next thing i hear is that she’s buying the entire fucking game so she can talk about it with you. i’ve never even played it, i only know it from you, how am i meant to compete with that. the two of you are getting so close and it’s just pushing me away from the both of you and i hate it. i always feel so alone now, and i can’t tell if it’s my spiralling mental health and i’m overreacting, a real cause of you two shoving me away, or just me being 16, stressed and wanting to fucking die all the time