Unsent messages to IZA

If he breaks your heart you can always come back to me. I love your whole soul n I always will.

I miss your sunset eyes. I wish it was this universe Iza, I hope your doing okay

i’m sorry i couldn’t love you the way you needed to be loved

for some reason i feel connected to you and i wish i didn’t

love you dude ♥

I miss you. I promise, I won't call.

i fear i may be down bad.
but hey, maybe we get married? like u said? haha

i miss you so much.

i miss talking to you though spotify bios. im sorry about our past :[ i really miss you a lot

happy new years i still think of u but as the last act ill try to forget you.

please don't go away, i can't stand away from you again.

Iza, You’re the most beautiful girl with the most beautiful personality I’ve ever seen<3 I love you.

i hope you are doing well. i wish nothing more than happiness to you. :)

I love your curly hair, even though we dont speak alot i think your really pretty

i miss talking to you, please come back to me.

I really miss your kisses

didnt think it was possible to miss someone this much, but i genuinely hope your happy :)

No matter what, everybody will work out, also i love you

What happened?

I hope you know the reason why I have to distance myself away from you.

I'm still proud of you

i know i'm not good enough for u, m not good at comforting u, making u happy but pls i'm working on it, bear with me, don't leave me :(

I'm sleepy... bye!! m looking forward for ur gmorning later pls be nice to me :)) wag ka nmn cold oh hahahaha love u baby byeee!

i bet if u read all the shit i wrote for u, u will say it's cringe and cheezy. well it really is hahahaha i'm cringey and cheezy when it comes to u so what anu nmn (englisher also, baka retired foreigner toh)

never pumasok sa isip ko na ikaw yung taong tatanggap sakin huhu hanggang ngayon di padin nag sisink in sa utak ko na tinanggap moko damn u don't know how thankful i am. thank u accepting me, thank u for saving me, for loving me huhuhu thanks god i have you

mahal pa din kita, as the days goes by mas lalo kita minamahal, araw araw may natututunan o nalalaman akong bago tungkol sayo nd parang achievement sakin yon

i know someone out there making u smile, it's not big deal tho, if it's for ur happiness then i'll support u.

i really hate myself for hurting u back then. u don't deserve that, u don't deserve to be treated like a shit. I'm really sorry for everything I've done to you.

minsan kapag feeling ko may mali or di ka okay, by your replys and tone ng mga chats mo, gusto kita ng tanungin kung okay ka lang ba, may prob kaba, are u having a bad day or what but i just can't. I'm afraid I'm the only one who feel that and you will think that I'm just overacting. i don't want to look dumb but i-- fuck it i don't know how to explain that shit, i hate this part of me, i just want to ask u but i can't. I'm sorry.

look i search ur name in the archive and there's no other who have the same name as u here. so kapag sinearch mo yung name mo, may letters for u will appear and wala ng iba. unless u search ur name as isabel, maybe i should've use that instead of iza noh

sana makamit mo yung pangarap mo, i know how bad u wanted to be a lawyer, and gusto matupad mo yon. kaya mo yan, kayang kaya, i believe in you.

i wanna cook u kare-kare someday kasi u said fav mo yon e hahahahah malay mo ako pala asawa mo un ohhh

and about dun sa panaginip mo na sabi mo archi nako tas lawyer kana tapos tayo padin sobrang saya ko non ewan ko i can't explain tapos everytime na malungkot ako binabasa ko yon tas okay na ulit ako, sana nga no kapag lawyer kana nandyan padin ako sa tabi mo.

nung time na may oc pa ko, lagi mo pinapaalala sakin yung alarm ko, maliit na bagay lang yun pero sobrang laki non para sakin hahahaha kinikilig pako non lagi e tanginangyan ge luv u na nga

so I've decided na dito ko nalang sasabihin yung mga di ko masabi sayo and hoping na sana mahanap mo 'tong site na to at mabasa mo yung mga letters ko

MAHAL KITA!!!! pls hope u see this ohhhh papa god sana pumasok sa isip nya yung site na to and mabasa nya lahat ng letters ko huhuhu

can't wait to see u finally achieving ur dream, damn man gosh y am i crying hahahaha hope I'm still their when u achieved ur dreams, i want to be that person. i guess i will look u from afar?

it hurts knowing one day you'll gonna be a stranger hahaha but if ever man na mawala na ako sayo, i hope u find someone who deserves u, someone who hates hurting ur heart, someone who'll take care of you and know how to understand u especially on ur bad days. i hope he/she will do that. swerte ng susunod mo na mamahalin. they are lucky to have such a amazing and wonderful woman. i will always be proud of you attorney even if we're not together anymore, u're still my girl and always be. mahal na mahal kita iza.

u don't know how thankful i am dahil dumating ka sa buhay ko, dahil tinanggap moko, minahal moko, honey i love u more than u think. if i had 3 wishes, i wish I'd known u first, i wish i chose u over her, i wish i didn't hurt u cause u don't deserve that but yet i did and i will always sorry for that.

i know u're still overthinking and hindi naman kita masisisi kung iniisip mo na kaya lang kita pinili kasi ikaw yung nandyan pero all that really matter is i love you, hindi dahil no choice ako, i have choices but I chose to stay, dahil mahal kita.

i know sometimes i hurt and I wasn't aware of that, u just keep it to ur self and cry until its okay, but I don't want that, i don't want u to cry without me knowing, if my actions hurt u then I'm sorry pls tell me if I did wrong, hindi nmn ako manghuhula, and I'm sorry for my mistake, I'm working on it, pls bear with me.

i know I'm not good enough but u stayed and I'm very thankful for that and I'm sorry for hurting u, i'm working on it please bear with me

are we falling out? are we drifting apart? sometimes it feels like nothing’s changed, but sometimes it feels like you’re just pushing me aside in favour of megan. talking late at night about masked balls and fictional characters used to be our thing, now i’m lying awake alone and you’re texting her. we spent a whole night at a sleepover talking about fire emblem, and the very next thing i hear is that she’s buying the entire fucking game so she can talk about it with you. i’ve never even played it, i only know it from you, how am i meant to compete with that. the two of you are getting so close and it’s just pushing me away from the both of you and i hate it. i always feel so alone now, and i can’t tell if it’s my spiralling mental health and i’m overreacting, a real cause of you two shoving me away, or just me being 16, stressed and wanting to fucking die all the time