Unsent Messages

why the heck would you tell me you loved me when you clearly knew you were in love with her? who does that? and not even only once, but even after I went though the biggest heartbreak of my life, and FINALLY got over you, you hop right back into my life and do it all over again. that's just wrong. I've liked you since I was a kid, and you knew that. it was pretty obvious, and ever since then, you've always felt the need to lead me on. thanks a lot for that. thanks for making it so hard for me to live a normal life. all I ever focused on was you. I made sure I was good enough for you everyday which was probably the stupidest thing I've ever done in my entire life. I wasted SO much of my life changing myself to be perfect for you, and when I finally gave myself to you, you threw me away like a used tissue. you got your fun out of it, and didn't need me anymore. I just don't understand why you made yourself seem so committed to me when you literally were in love with another girl. I really hope it doesn't work out for you guys, not because i'm selfish, but because she deserves an amazing guy, and that's not you. have a nice life.