ive never connected with someone the way i did with you. i think thats why this hurts so much, but i know that im better off without you. i hope you realize that you have an addiction and get help. im sorry we couldnt be more than friends. it just never would've worked out. my friends dont know how much im hurting over you, bc they think it should be easy to let a toxic person go, but my heart aches when i hear your name. goodbye josh.