I really hope she was worth it. I loved you with my whole heart and i know you knew i was doing as best i could for you. It just wasn't enough was it? I saw you every second day and it still wasn't enough for you. It's been 209 days and i still miss you. I hate myself for it. I hope you find happiness in something or someone. I still see our spot all the time. i hate that it's the only thing i have left of you. I still love you forever and always