Alex please. I miss you. I wish you would be honest w me and not message me only when u want something. I miss your love. I miss everything about you. I love you more than anyone I’ve ever met. I wish we could talk like normal people and not when we’re fucked up. I miss our endless conversations. When you made me feel so special. Idk what happened but ur not the same person you were at the beginning of the year. You called me worse than him. Wtf you know everything I’ve been through. Why wouldn’t you be kind? I wish you would message me kind things again. I lived for you. And you fucking dropped me. I just miss u so much.