I honestly don't know where to start, but first i gotta say i really miss your mum. I miss being so proud of you for everything you've done. I hate myself for not realizing i wasn't into you as a boyfriend, but i was into you more so as a friend. Being boyfriend and girlfriend was just easier for you to show affection i think and you are a very loving person. I miss the old tanner, the sweet one that gave me all his attention. Now all i hear about is the tanner that sleeps around and has every girl's nudes in his phone. I cant help but t blame myself for you changing. I hope the new girl brings you back down to earth. You have a pure soul i know you do deep down i just hope she brings it out in you. I love you and im sure she does too. i didnt cheat on you btw and i know deep down you believe me.
