I have realized so much from the days we're not talking to each other. I guess I'd be fine alone, I'd be fine if you choose her. I will let you be happy ofcourse. I am doing all of this for you. I want you, yes. But the guilt will eat me up if I won't ever see you happy again. Just know that I love you so much. Take all the time to think. Once you have a concrete descision, let me know. But do not tell me that descision in less than 2 weeks. I'll wait for you. I love you baby, always.