From: ABC
To: s
Date: November 17, 2020, 8:50 pm
You are selfish for letting me love you like that when all you were planning to do was let me go, I believed you when you told me you would never do that and I said I trusted you but I guess were both liars now huh? I can't bear to miss you so I choose to hate you to make it easier but we both know I could never hate you even through all you put me through. I actually really care so much about you it hurts, I gave you my everything that I lost myself when you left now I lay in bed with my heart completely shattered wondering how someone could do that to someone I was so good for you but you chose her the person who breaks you to nothing while I spent my time trying to fix your brokenness by tearing apart my heart and giving you the pieces you were missing now I'm left with nothing so if you try to come back again just know I have nothing to give to you, so I must find those pieces I need by loving myself. And when I do have all my pieces and you come back just know they wont fit your missing pieces because they belong to me no one else.