i want to give up so bad, but i can't. i know we'd be good together. i know we'd heal and support each other so well. but if you don't believe that then it can't happen. i can't wait forever for you to see how much of me i'm willing to give you. i can't wait forever for you to want to give some of yourself to me. i need to move on if this pattern doesn't change. i deserve love from someone who knows how they feel about me. i deserve to feel safe being vulnerable and sensitive and ultimately myself. you are my number one. please stay my number one.