i never thought we would end up like this. i loved what we had but i guess it was never enough. we didnt have any chemistry with each other but in the same time we did. i cant stop thinking about you i need you in my life right now to be by each others sides and go through it together. i guess i will never know how you truly felt. is just a dead end isnt it? i know you are never going to see these but i have to let these feelings out bc im about to actually explode