i knew every time you had feelings for me. it was obvious, yet i chose to ignore it to salvage our friendship. i don’t know why i tried to save it every time because it’s clear that you’ll develop feelings each time i get closer to you. sure, i may have thought i liked you back a couple times, but i don’t think i actually did. i think i mistook platonic feelings for romantic ones. i also think you’re my twin flame, which is good and bad, because we’ll forever be drawn to each other, but we would be horrible together. absolutely toxic. for the time being, i cannot allow myself to be close to you because when i think of all the weird things you’ve done in the past, i cant forgive that.