We took my mom to the hospital today. I keep thinking I’m gonna wake up from a bad dream, but I know that this is my reality. Damn do I feel like years have passed in only two weeks. I wonder how your doing, what your thinking of, if you even look on here. I keep checking to see if maybe you’ve left me a message but I never find one that sounds like you, yet again maybe the you I knew was never real. Maybe I didn’t know you at all.