You drew me in; into your crazy, feverish love dream, and made me part of who I am today. But at the same time, you rejected my very being and ripped out a part of myself that could never be given back. No matter how I grow or who I love, nothing can restore that piece of innocence and pure happiness that once seemed so invincible and solid within me. At least you gave me a good idea of how I need to be treated and what I should defend myself against in the future.