I miss you so much :( I put all my effort into us, I tried so hard to make it work between us. You made me so happy I can't even put it into words honestly. You made me so comfortable, which is big for me because I have such bad anxiety and you know that. I gave you my everything and sacrificed so much for you just to lose interest in me :( & got a new girl that same day. That hurts lmao... Am I not enough for you? :/ You were the first boy I ever told my mom about and she loved you so much :( she asked about you all the time. I went so long thinking I was incapable of loving anybody because I'm so picky. But I picked you and I fell in love. I let my guard down. I felt like I could finally be myself around someone. Im so sorry I wasn't enough for you :/ I still love you even after all you've done to me :( I'll always love you my sweet isaiah