So maybe I've genuinely been falling in love with you more and more every single day. Maybe I want to spend forever with you. Maybe you make me really really happy and I never want you to leave. But I can't say any of that. I'm scared you'll say something back and I'm scared I'll do something and hurt you. So for now I'm happy just to stay the way we are because you mean the world to me. If you ever end up reading this: I love you, more than anything else, you are my favorite person ever and you should really hold my hand.