I’m a shitty person... i don’t deserve to be loved by anyone because all I do is hurt them in the end. Then later on regret it but it’s too late, why go back to someone after they’ve hurt you? A sensible person wouldn’t, which is good because it’s self growth, but now I’m left alone. I want someone to come hold me, just notice that I am struggling every single day without me asking. It’s not someone’s job to help me tho, so I have to do it on my own so I don’t bother anyone. I want to help anyone I can to thrive and shine, I’ll take the pain they are in. Absorb it so it becomes mine, but it’s ok because the other person is better. I don’t want anyone to feel the way I do.
