Unsent Messages

Listen the first thing i wrote was me forgetting how we fell apart. I forgot the day i lost complete trust in you and myself. I was so confused and frustrated and angry and distraught. The day when someone other than my friends found out about us. At first i got angry at you and what a fucking scum you are. Then i was angry at the guy because why would he bring shit up? Ive never been able to look at him normally or at all since then. Thank god i didnt break down on the spot. Then i though what if he overheard? What if my loud mouth said some shit and he connected the dots? Yet i never said your name. Both of your friends are just assholes. Why are you friends with them? What did i do to not be respected by them? Those are the type of guys that i usually interact with on a day to day. You were the diamond in the box of rocks. But i guess the three of you may never interact with me again. Now im waiti g for the silent one to come at me. I already hate him just to prepare myself. I cant love him like i did you. You were special. Or i thought you were but i guess nobody can just mind their buisness and forget.