Unsent Messages

You. You were the first guy i ever liked and maybe even the first guy i actually loved. You made me think that maybe not all guys are mean and that mahbe i dont deserve to be treated like trash. You never talked about my body. You made fun of my stupid actions but never my looks. You actually respected me. That was probablt the reason why i though you may have liked me and my friends pushed me to confess. When you rehected me i didnt feel sad. I just accepted it. But when we drifted away thats what hit me. I loved hanging out with you. I couldnt stop smiling when you walked into class. When i sae you i always knew that its gonna be a good day. You made my days brighter. Our stupid shenanigans. God i miss those days. I miss you. Not as a cruah anymore but as a friend. Thank you for those times. Thank you for all those laughs. Thank you for treating me with respect. Thank you for everything. I hope the next person you date treats you well because you deserve it.