From: ABC
To: Barrett
Date: January 8, 2021, 4:59 am
hey, its me. do you still remember me? i'm not sure if you know me anymore. i wish you did, though. you were my mentor and role model and my heart completely broke because you left me. you left all of us, all four of us. you never even came to talk to us. i fucking hate that, i hate it. i miss you. theres so many things i want to tell you. i never got to tell you that, if it wasn't already obvious, i like girls. i watched the office like you asked. i watched it four times, all of it. whenever i would hear footsteps in the robotics room i would hope it was you coming to say hi. i'd get nervous but i'd be happy because you came back. i know it wasnt your fault and you're busy and i'm just a fucking kid. i know i'm some five-foot-tall sapphic kid who sucks at math and likes vanya hargreeves a little too much but i don't think i deserve to sit here and grieve over someone so bad. i hope you're doing well. i'm sorry.