i dont know if your reading any of these. But if your reading this and your thinking "is this for me?" just know it is. im sorry i write so much its just the only way i feel like i still can talk to you. even if you dont reply...i miss you and ill wait for you. text me when your ready. a guy actually asked me on a date yesterday.. i was actually meant to go today but i couldnt. hes not you. im trying to let go but i guess i think you will come back, i dont know if thats true or not.. i love you. im done writing on here.. so goodbye.