Unsent Messages

Hey Christian, I miss you. I can never get that one stupid quote out of my head where you said you would let me draw on your arm if I ever got bored because you know how much I liked to doodle. I feel dumb now. Such a simple saying yet it's one of the reasons I fell in love with you. You noticed the little things and used them to put a smile on my face. I remember the first time I knew I loved you though, I remember the way I was laying down on the phone with you and I remember the conversation too. You were talking about how you used to chase this girl that you liked on the playground and I know it's such a dumb conversation but you had so much passion when you talked. Like nothing could get you because you were so here for the world. I interrupted you and I said I loved you, and you said it back with no hesitation. That's another thing I love about you, you made things so simple. I knew you loved me when you said it and I felt safe, safe in your arms, in your presence and when we had conversations for hours and hours at night it seemed to only be a couple minutes. I know that you're with her now and I hope you're happy because I know and I know you know that you love her more then you loved me. You found the one and I'm proud of you, I really am Christian. Goodbye my love, I love you more then anything, you are my everything.