From: ABC
To: spencer
Date: October 30, 2020, 3:33 pm
Spencer, i know you most likely wont ever see this because i'm too much of a bitch to send it but honestly i know that love apparently isn't a thing for people our age but i think that's a lie. i'm in love with you. i know you have your flaws but to me you are perfect. i know you don't want me anymore and that you have molly and if your happy i'm glad you are but this is eating at my heart and i miss you so much. i was trying to better myself for you and make everything last because your different and special compared to anyone i have been with. i was trying to fix my mental health and stop using unhealthy coping ways for you, i still am. i was trying to not be as clingy as i usually am and i usually move super fast and have sex within the first month of dating because that's all ive known and thats all guys other than you have wanted and i was so terrified to fuck it up. i really hope you come back to me one day, ill wait as long as i have to.