the hardest thing i have ever done is forgive you when you did not deserve it. i still ask God to help me not have a bitter heart towards you. i associate the color black with you, because i was light when you found me. i was pure. then you touched me and left me filthy. you made me lose my sense of worth. and forgiving you for that is the hardest thing i have ever had to work on. you stripped me of everything i had, humiliated me, and have caused me to live my life in fear and shame.
