Unsent Messages

Fuck you tbh. You are the most toxic person I have ever talked to, you are so rude to me when I am nothing but nice to you. You get mad at me for things that you don't communicate to me. You make me feel so bad and guilty about myself (well used to) and now you think some weak ass apology is gonna make me forget all the shit that you have said to me. You dead ass slut shamed me multiple times and you still feel the need to tell me that I show my body too much. Funny thing is, you didn't have a problem with what I was showing when you were trying to get with me back in July or this recent time. You have wasted a whole 2 months of my life that I can never get back. I stressed over you for 2 fucking months and for what. When you gave me the same attention I was giving you that was the happiest I was in a while, and then you go ghost. I hate that.I have had too many male figures in my life go ghost and it brings back a lot of unwanted emotions and makes me feel unwanted. But still, every time you came back, I was there and accepted your dumb ass. Which was clearly stupid on my part of course. I told you that I told my mother about you... That should have made you think "hmm maybe this girl is really the one.." But no, you're so fucking dumb and egotistic that you can't even see the clear signs of affection that I gave you. Anyways.. I can say that I deeply, deeply, deeply, dislike you and you were really no benefit to my life and a waste of time. You brought nothing to my life except tears and you wont be missed. Bye.