the songs are about you. you are so incredibly hard to get over. i think i have it and then you look at me or text me and im right back at the start. heatwaves makes me cry because it reminds me of us in some way. i love you so much in so many ways. i'm proud of you too. you're doing amazing things. i hope if you ever find this it wont make you think of me differently. ily aj
