Unsent Messages

right, please don’t think this is weird and please don’t attack me or anything but i am again going to write a paragraph, ugh i always write so many paragraphs. i don’t really even know how or what to say what i want to say and i just feel really strange talking like this. anyway right, so i don’t really know what i feel right now tbh and i feel like i’m all over the place. i don’t really know how to say it but basically yeah, so yeah i’m sorry if i’ve been off with you (which i know i definitely have) and yeah it because i’ve just felt really shit and broken and all sorts but yeah not trying to be an attention seeker so i won’t go on about that. so i’ve just been a bit frustrated and so on. so i’m sorry and i hope i can try and be back to normal with u. and i know you literally hate me now and i don’t know if we will every be the same but yeah, i feel like i’ve lost u as a friend. my thoughts are kinda messed up at the moment as well so if i say some stupid shit please don’t take it personally or whatever, i was going to write this paragraph a while back but then we fell out and u hated me so i didn’t think it was best. i’m sorry. i love you.