we were just kids. we made mistakes. but god were we in love. sometimes i wonder if i’ll ever be in love like that again. what could i have done differently? i should hate you and yet i could never.

you told me you would never forget about me. no matter what. you lied, its been years and you still cross my mind sometimes. it sucks being forgotten.

you helped me learn how to love myself again, you made me do things i never thought i could, you saved me. but you left. i miss
you, i’m sorry

I love you more than I have ever loved anyone. I have never felt so right in my life, I feel so so safe around you.

You absolutely broke my heart and I would’ve given you the world. I was holding on for so long hoping that one day you would love me as much as I love you. I’m glad you’ve moved on so quickly and filled the void of your own inadequacies.

You’re such a nice guy and I’m sorry I didn’t appreciate you before. I miss you. You will always be my American lover.

I don’t know whether it’s bc you were the only one there for me during quarantine, but you leaving hurt me, I miss you.

I respect your decision but just know that you made me realize you did not have the desire to stick it through with me at one of the hardest parts of my life, and that I deserve better.

You made me feel worthless. You filled me with self doubt and made me think I was unlovable because of my depression. I was trying to get better and it was like you gave up cause it was too difficult. All I wanted was for you to tell me I would be okay. Thats it...

Maybe I'm being selfish and I shouldn't have relied on you so much. I guess I was difficult to love. I don't think I would have loved me either.

What I liked about chad was his smile and his laugh he had nice teeth and I liked how he wore different glasses outside and his black sweater.

Sorry I wasn’t enough for you sometimes I wonder why you did it I loved you with more then I had, I wish you knew how much it hurt

i wish i had ended it sooner. i didn’t deserve what you did to me. i wish i had been stronger even now i let you control me

my very best friend, in the true words of coldplay you are my yellow, i can’t bear to ever lose you darling, every moment spent with you is the best. you mean the world chad, i know i’m fucked truly and thank you for everything

right, please don’t think this is weird and please don’t attack me or anything but i am again going to write a paragraph, ugh i always write so many paragraphs. i don’t really even know how or what to say what i want to say and i just feel really strange talking like this. anyway right, so i don’t really know what i feel right now tbh and i feel like i’m all over the place. i don’t really know how to say it but basically yeah, so yeah i’m sorry if i’ve been off with you (which i know i definitely have) and yeah it because i’ve just felt really shit and broken and all sorts but yeah not trying to be an attention seeker so i won’t go on about that. so i’ve just been a bit frustrated and so on. so i’m sorry and i hope i can try and be back to normal with u. and i know you literally hate me now and i don’t know if we will every be the same but yeah, i feel like i’ve lost u as a friend. my thoughts are kinda messed up at the moment as well so if i say some stupid shit please don’t take it personally or whatever, i was going to write this paragraph a while back but then we fell out and u hated me so i didn’t think it was best. i’m sorry. i love you.

hi, i’m kinda scared your going to see this and i don’t even know what to say. i’m sorry, i feel like you hate me right now and you won’t talk to me and won’t tell me why. it’s fine i get it i’m a shit friend but i just wish you understood how much to mean to me, i fucking love you brooo :( i just feel like we’ve drifted a load and i don’t know if it’s just because of school or something i said or because there are people that are more of the kind of person you want to be around than me but it really breaks me knowing you probably don’t give a shit about me and that your only ever interested when i have gossip or something. like i would do anything for you, always would have and always will and you helped me though so much but like honestly i’d give up everything for you and i just feel like you wouldn’t do the same, now stop ignoring me and reply or something because i’m not being funny i want to talk to you and i don’t think you seem to realise that :( let’s go back to summer 2020 pls

hey ig i’m telling u things i never could in person. i have an ed chad and i can’t do it any more i’m so weak it’s so fuckibg hard to even wake up every day. remember when i went missing for a while, i was in the mh ward bc i tried to kill myself, i hate this. i’m still cutting but it’s worse than ever, please baby help me

I’ve been lying to you. I don’t see you as just a friend, I love you and want to be with you but our differences would never make it work. That’s why I stopped talking to you, I’m so sorry. I miss you so much every day.

I’ve been lying to you. I don’t see you as just a friend, I love you and want to be with you but our differences would never make it work. That’s why I stopped talking to you, I’m so sorry. I miss you so much every day.

I’ve been lying to you. I don’t see you as just a friend, I love you and want to be with you but our differences would never make it work. That’s why I stopped talking to you, I’m so sorry. I miss you so much every day.

i really liked you and i thought you did too. i hope you’re happy with the other girl.

As you wish. Forever.

I worry too. Please call me so we can talk. I’m afraid if I call you that you won’t pick up.

The rejection and silence has destroyed me. I think it's time to move on and say my goodbyes.

Thank you for trying to love me sweetheart. I'm sorry it took me so long to see things from your pov

i love you more than anything in the world i love everything about you i hope youre mine forever

u would hate how much i miss u

i know it may have been wrong to like you but lord i really did

I miss you, I hope one day you can forgive me for everything. My heart will always belong to you.

Sorry I sucked, Thanx 4 introducing me to anime, it's still a huge part of my life 14 years later.

I’ll love you forever from a distance

I hope you’re doing better and treating her right.

I love you. You’ve kept me going.

ill tell my kids about you :) its only been three months but I still think about you everyday

i crave ur attention

i love you so much bubba ❤️

U mean the world to me I wish I could tell u how much I love u.

i think ill love you forever. i miss you daily. but you dont, so i have to let you go. ill cherish u

I’m sorry I did that to you I hope some day you will forgive me

im really disappointed and sad. I thought you were different

I love you but I'm to scared to say it. I'm sorry if I'm annoying

I think I'm starting to crush on you.

i wish i could do better for you, i love you with everything i have but i can’t fix myself.

i think about you everyday. i miss you, my love. Hope you’re doing well

I hope u remember me

I want to text you so badly but I can never forgive you for what you did

Remember, anyways isnt a word love. Its always anyway

Although I may never see you again, I still think of you, and I love you. Please know it’s me.

Show me that you want me… or tell me that you don’t </3

I think about you everyday. Do you think of me? If you still remember my number, please reach out…