Unsent Messages

thank you for being my first true love. you taught me the feeling of “home” but you also taught me the cold reality of “heartbreak.” i was so scared of the day you’d leave but now that it has passed, i’m glad you’re happy. even if it’s w/o me. i still love you but i refuse to admit to be in love w a boy that doesn’t want me in the slightest. i hope you find someone that makes you feel the way you made me feel for most of our time together. i’m sorry i wasn’t enough. i should’ve tried harder, but in the end, i really do think we would’ve worked out but you were too focused on other things. maybe i should’ve been focusing on other things too rather than trying to fix a relationship that was never broken. i just wanted you to love me the way i loved you, but now it’s too late for us. but who knows? maybe in another life.