Unsent Messages

nothing i said to you that night in your room mattered to you anymore because i didnt matter to you anymore. "why didnt you tell me?" is what i shouldve asked you. why didnt you tell me about her? why didnt you tell me what i was saying was useless? you let me cry to you for no reason. you didnt even say anything, you told me you hated her and that you were going to her house to get your stuff and then you spent the night. and then you became friends with him after everything i told you he did to me and then you met her and you just stopped talking to me. did i ever even matter? was any of it true?? real? did you mean anything you said? i dont even miss you i just hate you for everything you did to me. you turned out to be exactly like him just like you said you wouldnt. probably why you guys are such good friends now. i just wish i never told you what i did because its not true anymore and i hope you dont think it still is. make sure when things go south with her you actually take some time trying to replace her cause youve done it pretty fast the past two times. i mean does she even know what happened? shes not the one you spent the whole summer with.