146-148) not long left to go bubba until I stop these. I promised a year remember. The love that I have for you is unmatchable. My heart tells me not to let go of you but my head says otherwise. I miss you. More than I admit to anyone I guess I’m just holding on waiting for a sign but it’s stupid I know. I just miss FaceTiming you and having arguments where we would burst out into laughter, I miss having competitions where we would argue who loved each other more but overall I just miss you. Remember when you came over and we were arguing over how cold it was and we were smiling those were/ are my favourite memories bubba. I’ll love you always baba