Its 1:41 am for you, so I hope your sound asleep. I also hope you feel better. Like ive stated before i love seeing you smile and laugh. Im also sorry i called your mother the n word. I remember getting upset with her, but don't remember using that term. I also dont have the most money at the moment because ive been helping my mom out with bills and groceries, and im not getting as many hours at work because its not very busy. I want to visit you, but it could be a while. Im sorry. Thank you for talking to me