Unsent Messages

where do i even begin. i miss you more than you will ever know. i just wish we had a little more time together. all i want is a hug. thats all. and maybe just one last time where everything was normal again and we were both happy. and one more moment where we can just cuddle on the couch and just talk about anything and everything. i miss my best friend, my rock, my happiness. if i could go back and change anything, it would be the fact that i made you my one and only happiness. thats too much pressure to put on another person and im sorry. i miss what we had. i miss just talking to you. but theres nothing i can do now. its over and you are not coming back. sometimes i wonder if you think about me, if you miss me at all. or if you remember all the memories and get sick to your stomach like i do. or if you cant sleep because the last time i saw you and the last time i was happy with you just keep replaying in your head. or is it just me? im glad that you moved on and that you are hopefully finding the happiness that you deserve, i just wish i could be a part of the happiness.