From: ABC
To: Samuel
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:24 am
I just realized it was always her wasn't it? You loved the idea of me and that I was yours because she wasnt at the moment. You wanted me to be "normal" so I toned down but I could never be who you wanted before we dated I waited and watched for a year you be hurt by her over and over and comforting you but you never took your eyes off her and I watched you with her finally when i thought you were mine she wants you I addmit that I was dramatic and insecure but we both had our faults and i hope you realize that I already came to terms with her I used to envy her but she provided me with closure which you did not I want to believe I was never her replacement and believe what you said but you went back in some cases I want you to admit that I was a replacement and you understand what you did or you love me but neither will come from your lips anytime soon so i will say one I love you otay maybe one day I will be able to talk to you without wanting you back