hi hi, i miss you. im doing a little better i guess :))) not a lot has happened since the last time i wrote to you on here my birthday is in 10 days, im scared, i dont want to grow up, all of this is so scary, honestly i just wanna be a kid again, back when me and you and philip would hang out almost every day, before you passed, everything was great, i wish you were still here mads. anyways, that boy and i are still together, i feel like he's getting tired of me, and like he just doesn't really like me anymore, i hope im wrong because i really like him :(. but anyways i love you and miss you so much, till next time maddie
