hi . im sorry i dont know how to help u . i just dont know what to say to u , like ive been through what uve been through , but i dont want to bring it up bc then itll sound like i only ever want to talk abt myself . i think ur really cool lolz . i love u . i 100% know that . but i dont know if i love u or if im in love w u . say if i was , if i was in love w u . would that ruin everything ? with u , me , everyone . and if i did . i cant believe i caught feelings for someone who lives across the world . i know this ones gonna hurt in the end . i promise i wont leave u . but one of us is gonna get hurt eventually