From: ABC
To: Amante??
Date: November 16, 2020, 12:43 am
The truth is when we broke up I was really hurt...I sent that text with tears rolling down my face knowing that things aren't going to be the same.
I spent months asking myself what I did wrong and why I wasn't good enough and none of my friends really understood you know. I remember in school seeing your friend dressed in something I know you'd wear and my heart sank to the bottom of my feet thinking it was you. But nothing really hurt me more than that moment when my friend showed me a picture of you and her on your friends post...I was in History waiting for Mr M to finish sanitizing hands and I couldn't believe my eyes my heart broke into pieces but that's not it I spent the rest of the day (mind you hist was 1st period) crying in every period luckily I sit at the back mostly and you know the mask helped to hide my tears. My point is I really love you like alot and if that's not how you feel please let me go.
It'll hurt I know it will but I think it's better then what I'll feel if you keep pretending you love me but you don't coz I really want that white house and I want your baby even if its not twins I wont be mad lol.
What I'm trying to say is when I close my eyes and I think about my future you're in it, Am I in yours? :(