I know.. take your time. I have to break up with him, which truly really should happen soon. You're the person I imagine spending my life with, I think we really could one day. I know you've changed, or at least are starting too. I'd be scared too if we got back. But if I ever had the chance to love you again, I would set me whole life in front of you, anything you'd need to help you feel better about trust, I'd do it. Because I learned what I lost after we finished.